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I figured I should possibly write something that would give the two people who may read this the impression that I'm not some slothy ass piece of crap. I really cannot wait until I get things figured out and save some money so I can move to Chicago with Elise. I think that it would be the best thing for me since I've lived in so many places so far in my life and being in Iowa the longest is a little ridiculous. I feel like we would have the best time in a place like that and we would find what we've been looking for. We both seem to have lost a true meaning of happiness a while ago and it's no fun since we're always together and always down. I enjoy hanging out with her all of the time, too which is great given the fact we're both so blue. I know this was supposed to be a happy post, but I honestly have no idea how to stem off of good things when I write. People seem to think her and I hold ourselves in a smug manner because we know what we want and we don't waste time on sad excuses. So what if it seems rude of us to like what we do and act on our instincts? If it satisfies us, then shouldn't that be enough of a reason? Can't people just respect others that have a sense of honesty and maturity that they don't fall victim to childish acts as white lies. I believe when we leave we will be more apt to meeting people that look for such attributes that we hold. I know I make it sound as though as we're one person, but I've never found someone that agreed with me on so much and felt so similar as I on most issues. I'm mocked and talked down to due to the fact I've moved on and found true respect from a friend. Granted, I love all of my good friends and past "best" friends, but none of them have been able to almost fully understand why I am me. Laugh at me for putting you on the backburner. Poke fun because you betrayed me and were selfish. I really don't mind because I'm happier now and there's someone that wouldn't leave me out in the cold and lie to me.